03.06.09
Quite essentially we are humans with dreams
When you are born your world is very large and there are no boarders to your imagination. As you get senses you learn to fall into the boarders of life. You are given these senses to give you guidelines of life but as you learn more and more your world becomes smaller and smaller and neatly you are fitted into a box. Society is your boarders and you may have no conscious of your choice: That you can step out of this box!
It is scary to step out because where does it end and what if it doesn’t? What if everything is possible? What life essentially is about is not braking those boarders but finding them and then go dancing with them in a tango of emotions. Learn what you can and the more you educate your self in life you will see how deluded you are.
Let go of a boarder of a box and see how exiting it can be. It is more fascinating and emotional than any tv show or other passive action. Life is all about emotions. They are all you really have so I would advice you to use them to feel good. Understand that you need to be unhappy to know what happiness is and life is about expanding either way. Look into your true authenticity and find your core motivations. The things that matters to you such as making others happy or being intellectually challenged. It can also be playing the guitar or solving mathematical issues.
Once you have discovered your point of beginning and found your soul it is time to go on discovery and find out how far you can really go. Authenticity is an outward funnel that starts from your core and spreads through your dreams, to your thoughts, to your possibilities and to your actions.

nynarcissisten said,
June 3, 2009 at 21:58
“Understand that you need to be unhappy to know what happiness is and life is about expanding either way”
nice sentence…..love it.
thank you for nice blog. I agree with you 95%. I have been around a lot. On many boarders. And I will keep on dreaming. I have a dream……to live in peace with myself, my fellow peoble and my soul. Still working on it.
Billiant end sentence. wau….. :
“Authenticity is an outward funnel that starts from your core and spreads through your dreams, to your thoughts, to your possibilities and to your actions.”
damn that is rich put. Tahnks…..
NN impressed.
PS. Odd writing in english again. Did it for many years when I was solving odd mathematical issues doing research.